i'm back >.< long time no blog , rawhr ! i don't have much time for this .. well , now i have :D summer is here :)) school is gone >_< eeehhh . i really miss him na :( i hate summer , but i love it too . actually , im not gonna miss him if he knows how to let me feel that he's always at my side . but he never did , damn love of mine ! he's face is so thick ! kiddin' :) he never texted me until now >:) i can't do anything .. i dont want to be the one to text him first ! or anything that i can pass to him what im trying to say .
o3 . 28 . 1o .. a crush of mine before , texted me :)) you know :)) i wont tell his name :D bla . bla .bla .. we had a wonderful and inspiring time together :D he's so cool :)) well , i'll give you a hint .. he's my churchmate !! HAHA , im so stupid !! i had a crush on him before , but i really do have also everytime i see him >.< but i think i must call it "infatuation" i don't think i'm falling for him but i'm happy everytime he make me laugh eventhough in texting :) i'm craving for someone's affection , because i don't feel that *toot* still loves me .D
i also remember , everytime i saw my "cm crush" im wishing that .. it goes like this "how i wish he is you' but now i realized , no one can replace *toot* in my heart . how could it be ? >_< im tired of being inlove with a wrong prince . im giving some special feelings with someone , whom i dont really love :(
because when i'm with him , i am thinking of YOU . you only :) why could he be irreplaceable ? >.< im missing YOU . grrr ! 'til here :) kakie dot . dot . dot .. ♥
