here we are again :)) oh , i find myself waiting for his text message again , its kinda tiring .. well , he texted me last March 29 and 30 but he didn't spend much time with me .. i only spent 10 min. in that 2 days . what the !! oh , comm'n .. what happened to him ? >_< i think he just dont love me no more , i miss him so much ! but all he did was to let me down and make me sad T.T .. i really dont know what to do .. all i can do is think of him , for the whole day ! LOL xD it's not funny actually .. i just don't want to be very sad just because of him .. how i wish i didnt love him from the start ..
Hyrum , my long time crush is the one who makes me laugh and makes me feel that im special >.< but i dont love him ! i need AXIS , only AXIS . ohhh , AXIS where are you now ? im worried . i love AXIS . no one can ever replace him in my heart :) so sad :( HAHA !
let's make a deal blog ! if he wont text me until April 5 , i won't mind him until april 10 :) its so easy , but its hard for me to do that . ive always told myself i wont text him back but everytime he did , i ran to the store and buy some load .. AHH . cry over there , cry over here ! im so sick ! but im still glad , im more brave than before :) thanks God .. 'til here :) HAHA
