feelings of mine

i'm feeling kinda sick ! kiddin' .. actually , i dont understand my feelings at all . im such a stupid girl !! urgh . it's like this , i am not used to be a loner , i mean not to be with him just for a single day or rather in texting >.< but now , it's really different . we don't communicate everyday . we maybe spend our time in texting but its not that long . i am not used to that , honestly . that's me :( i am selfish , when it comes to him . so damn ! i want to spend most of my time with him , but im just the one who wants it . i mean not all my time . im sick and tired of his attitude , i dont undersatand him >.< you know what's worst ??? SUMMER is coming !! i mean , its already summer . im just asking for his little time , but he can't give me . all i can do now , is think of him ! maybe im just missing him , its not that easy to miss someone like crazy .. maybe he did forget me LOL ! xp but it seems that he doesn't care about me .
well , he doesn't have to text me or call me . i'll adjust myself and face tha truth . that sometimes , people may change in times . i'm mad at him , but now i won't beg for his damn time ! i'll enjoy my summer , and try to forget that he existed !! i hate him so much , i dont care ;p i've got 2 inspiration , but his the 3rd one xD so i've got 3 inspiration :) kiddin' , that's all thank you :D